Tuesday, November 24, 2009

A lull

Things have been pretty quiet on the dating front this weekend. I didn't really go out due to the rainy stormy weather. I haven't met any new guys, and the guys I currently have on roster are starting to bore me. I did make plans to see that guy from last week on Sunday. He had originally asked me out for Friday but I have a X-mas party that day so I said I was unavailable. To be honest, I'm not that excited about Sunday, but somehow I feel obligated to see him again. At the moment, I just feel like I'm dead inside after commitment issues guy (who, incidentally, has not returned my last message and I'm wondering why he bothered to get in touch with me in the first place but I've written him off anyway). I want to feel that spark again, those butterflies... but I just don't. And that's not good enough.

I wonder if there will be anyone interesting at this christmas party...